Facebook chat is...

totally awesome! Since I'm introverted yet want to talk, I looooove it! So happy for technology! Still trying to find more work. Still trying to keep my spririts up and always workin on my recovery!

update

I have been-cleaning, working, crafting, getting financial stuff straightened out with Hubby, taking care of things.
I have seen so many bpd blogs out there where people are really struggling-going in and out of the hospital, cutting, etc.
Listen fellow borderlines, I know taking care of yourself is hard waaay hard, but if I can do it-you can too! I hate the "gray areas", too. Boredom can be really frightening, I know, but I have decided to end my own personal chaos, 'cause I'd rather be living and dealing with life vs. being treated like a mental patient and acting out like a mental patient. There is hope. It's a long road, but YOU CAN DO IT! Love, Steph

Awesome song (may trigger)

Damn it!

The person I worked for at the new job this week doesn't want to work with me. I feel horrible. I want to just give up. We have no money. Life sucks. I hate myself.

Start my...

new job Monday. Wish me luck! Well, not a new new job- I just got another person I do care giver stuff for. I'm really looking forward to it! I was just working two days a week and now I'll be working 4. The hours are great, too.

Put your records on (song)

Happy 2011!