Monday, December 28, 2009

Snow, snow, go away

OMG! I am sooo sick of Christmas stuff and this crappy weather. I don't know if I have the after Christmas letdown, SAD, or both. I feel stuck in this little apartment, going crazy. I can't even go outside for a small walk. I hope to God it doesn't snow any more. Kill me now.

Thursday, December 24, 2009

Merry Christmas!

so, just got back from the third , of our four Christmas parties. I"m quite surprised I haven't gone borderline. I'm keeping pretty calm. I get an assesment to see my old pdoc that moved to a different place in January. NOt preggo yet. Older sister is trying for a third(so annoying) Gonna try subbing after New Years again, along with my job on Tuesdays and Thursdays. Finances have been freakin my out, but got some Christmas money from family. Thank God. I'm really upset about my weight. I'm getting like this freakin pouch thing. Ugg. Has pristiq caused weight gain for anyojhe else? I"m only on 50 mg.?? I haven't killed my husband yet, then again he's off work 'til Jan. 4th. (for threee weeks)-so there's still time hee hee
I had a few meltdowns before and after the inlaws came over for supper, but my monthly finnally started and that has helped (gross, I know, but just saying how it is) Fingers crossed. Peace.

Heard about this at bible study...seriously

Check out the Fart Spelling Bee!

My new sweet "scene" haircut and color for Christmas

Saturday, December 19, 2009


All my gifts are bought and all the baking is done-FINALLY! My moods have been crazy lately, but I'm also having my in-laws and parents over at the same time this evening (aughhh!) Thank God Hubby is the sane one hee hee!

Wednesday, December 16, 2009


I'm trying to not freak out about finances. I went to the gym twice this week and made it to work for the third week in a row(something I'm very proud of) I am having the in laws and parents over Saturday and hope I survive. My car is broken again! I can't friggin believe it. Our toilet is broken too. The maintenance guy came to fix it and left to get a part for it, but hasn't come back yet ...Breathe... My selective mutism really took over at bible study last night. I hate groups of people, but hubby likes them. ugg. I need to numb my face for two hours with EMLA for electrolis soon, so that maintenace man better hurry back. I'm pissy, 'cause I think I'm getting my period, so people will just have to deal with it or something. Thank god I have the gym to work out all my anxiety.

Sunday, December 6, 2009

Oh, Christmas Tree

This is a pic I found from the site: There, I Fixed It.

Saturday, December 5, 2009

go, me, go!

-Christmas tree is up and decorated.

-Gifts are bought, wrapped, and under the tree.

-Items baked:

sugar cookies, white pretzels, peanut brittle, fudge with walnuts

-budget made with Hubby

-shampooed carpet

-bought Christmas crafts to do with nieces

Wednesday, December 2, 2009


It's starting to get really cold. We;re supposed to get two inches of snow tonight. My car is in the shop, so it's frustrating. I saw my new pdoc yesterday and I'm glad 'cuz it went very well. I'm gonna try Topomax to loose some of this stubborn weight. I'm still eating well and going to the gym, but sometimes being on psych meds makes it harder. I start tutoring tom, I'm excited. I'm glad it's December. I've been really busy lately, hence, not posting, but I like being busy (without being too over whelmed) and I finally got my um, well my AF came. Peace.