Saturday, January 30, 2010

I just want

to be happy for more than a half hour at a time. I know if that I go into the hospital, The pdoc will say to make a list of things to do or get more work at my job. If it was that easy, well, it's not. I hate having BPD-the chronic emptyness, the rages, the self hate. I feel so alone and bored and pointless. Make this go away.

1 comment:

  1. I know how you feel, what helps me is to write down a list of what you appreciate in the moment, having bpd makes me think about the past the future filling the emptiness so its crucial to get back in the moment and live.
    Hope I helped, have a good one :D


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