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Went crazy

so, I was just fine and dandy decreqasing my Seroqual right? NOpe! Friday night (my fourth day on just 100mg), my OCD came back full throttle, anxiety went through the roof, basically I felt like I was losing my mind.
So, now I'm back to 200 mg-sleepier, but I'm ok. Damn, that was scary.

been

bummed about not getting pregnant, sleeping a lot, low motivation, no one calling for free tutoring. Dont' feel like subbing. My clas starts next week. I feel fat an like a loser.

Raspberry?

I'm a little concerned. Rasberry from the blog: Mindfullness, madness, and me took her blog down. I hope she's okay. Does anyone know anything?

Well,

I guess i;m doing pretty good. I've been able to go down to 150mg of Seroqual and I've been able to go to sleep alright. We bought an ovultaion kit last night and having lots of baby talk. I survived the holidays. The kidddies go back to school on Tues, so I'll have some jobs and I start my college class on the twelth.

I survived

a first of three Holiday family parties. Actually, it was pretty fun. Two left to go. Fingers crossed.

I'm going to try to

stay away from my tiggers aka my batshit crazy family. I decided to go back down on my Serouaual to 200, but try really hard to work on my coping skills and just kickin it with Hubby and myslef. I don't need the stress of my mom right now or my dad bitchin about my mom or my sister bitchin about my dad or my other sister just bitchin. I can't be on such low dose of Serouqual if I'm gonna be around that. Whew@ I'm kind of scared becasue Hubby will be signing up for unemployment Mon. He works for a company that makes car parts. They are gonna shut down the plant, but don't know how long. That's all for now.