This is my personal journal about my life and how I cope with my mental illness and personality disorder. Where do I find "my happy?" Is it even out there? How do I keep it.
I had been taking ritalin to keep me awake, but coming off of it was too much for me. I'd feel really shaky and anxious. I didn't work today. I feel so empty, so worthless, and so alone. I don't know what to do.