Well,

I guess i;m doing pretty good. I've been able to go down to 150mg of Seroqual and I've been able to go to sleep alright. We bought an ovultaion kit last night and having lots of baby talk. I survived the holidays. The kidddies go back to school on Tues, so I'll have some jobs and I start my college class on the twelth.

I survived

a first of three Holiday family parties. Actually, it was pretty fun. Two left to go. Fingers crossed.

I'm going to try to

stay away from my tiggers aka my batshit crazy family. I decided to go back down on my Serouaual to 200, but try really hard to work on my coping skills and just kickin it with Hubby and myslef. I don't need the stress of my mom right now or my dad bitchin about my mom or my sister bitchin about my dad or my other sister just bitchin. I can't be on such low dose of Serouqual if I'm gonna be around that. Whew@ I'm kind of scared becasue Hubby will be signing up for unemployment Mon. He works for a company that makes car parts. They are gonna shut down the plant, but don't know how long. That's all for now.

Gpa update and stuff

Stuff doens'nt look too good for my grandpa. His blood test came back abnormal and he is scheduled to have a CT Scan tom. I was supposed to sub today, but all the schools closed becasue of the ice. I have pilates tonight, so I'm glad I get to channel my strees and worries by workin it.

Changes

Well, I was going to go down to 150 mg of Seroqual yesterday, but I've started to feel really bad. I go into stores and seee all the Christmas crap and want to throw up. Plus, my granpa is going downhill and that is reallly woorying/stressing me, so I decided to go back up to 250mg. I feeel a lot calmer today and more like myself. My stomache isnt in a knot and I don't feel sick. Oh yeh, my pdoc is going to give me a prescription for a light box. Yeah!

I"m ready

for Christmas. With the help of Hubby, we have all of our goodies baked and presents bought and wrappped. Go us! And I only came away with one blister from burning myself making peanut brittle. He will be off work for two and a half weeks, and so will I since the kids will be on Christmas break, so we are planning to go to the gym a lot, maybe go on a short trip, and watch a lot of movies. I'm doing really well on my decrease of Seroqual. I see the pdoc Monday and might be able to decrease it to 150 mg. That's all for now.

Graph funny

Items baked so far

peanut brittle
suger cookies
chocolate-dipped pretzels
lasagna (for supper tonight)

Not up to writing

, but I just wanted to say that things are going greeeeaaaat!